Fiona

11:33 pm: AWESOME(Exclamation Point)!
So at work today I was having a conversation with two of my superiors while making frames and they started talking about Exclamation Points (!). Saying how 10-20 years ago no one used the Exclamation Point (!). So Keith (VP of the company) says, "Why is you're generation always yelling?" And I say to him, "No, we're not yelling, we're just excited about everything!" And him and peter just thought that was the best thing ever! They went on and on about how that was so wonderful and how that puts such an optimistic twist on everything and how glad they were now that the Exclamation Point (!) was in the mainstream. Then the topic of what our generation should be called came up, choices were, in this order: Generation Exclamation Point!, Generation !, Generation !!1!, Generation Bam!, Generation Pow!, Generation Wham!, Generation KaBlam!, and then it kinda continued on that route for a while, it was definitely quite amusing and helped me pump out frames with a smile. Well that's all for now!

-Fiona Out! (Exclamation Point)

11:13 am: This was Annoying...
So My first day of work I was pretty much handling glass ALL day, cause I make frames and stuff, but needless to say I cut my fingers like 50-bazillion times and they were all red and sore for the next 2 days after. Now at work yesterday, didn't cut my hand once on the glass! Not once! But when I finally do cut my hand's, and it was a doozy let me tell you, IT WAS ON A FUCKING PIECE OF CARDBOARD!!!! KUSO!!! It was a good fucking slice too, right across the goddamn knuckle on the back of my hand. But really now? Picking up sheets of glass that weigh almost 20-30 lbs all day bare handed and that's what I cut my hands on??? My boss totally laughed at me!!! \(>.<)/ Argh!

-Fiona Out

03:45 pm: Just a little update<3
Things have been pretty chill lately. Had a spat of depression a while back in which I was lamenting to john about how stupid and useless I was and how I keep fucking up my life with my stupid decisions and how I hated having to rely on him so much, and I shouldn't have dropped out of school, and such and such. That was a few weeks ago, and while I'm still not feeling totally up to par I am feeling much better. I finally started my new job, which granted, so far I've only worked one day, and I'll only be working about 2 weeks for this last burst of pre-christmas panic, It's still great hours and a good pay check. I'm finally getting my car put in my name so I now have a solid, although old and some-what scary mode of transportation. Thinking a lot more about careers and stuff, so I'm gonna shoot for a community college, work hard to bring my GPA back up, which is terribly low right now, and then try for a school I would actually like to go too. I would like to shoot for spring semester, but it's waaaay to late for that, so hopefully I'll be going back to school in fall. I'm looking at some community college's in boston, like Bunker Hill, as a starting point. If my grandmother puts me under her residence too I'll get major discounts on the school. Money also is a it of a problem now, and also the only thing my 'rent's argue about, which I guess is a good and bad thing now. My sis might actually be getting a job soon too which will be good for the money issue, cause she asks for money all the time and doesn't do shit around the house. Also really hoping to hang with friends a lot when they get home! Especially now that I get get myself from A-B so give me a buzz if you want to hang! I'm all for it! BTW we totally need a boston trip. Like I can't even remember the last time we had one of those!

<3<3<3<3<3 to all my great friends!!! Love you all!!! <3<3<3

Love you John! <3

-Fiona \(-^.^-)/

11:10 am: Hey Boys, listen up!
Humans aren’t such a big deal
Who needs tomorrow anyway,
So don’t hide your fists.

You’re not old enough
to sell your dreams away to uncertainty
Hey boys, you’re the only ones
Who can pull the trigger in your heart

All the kids said
We’re living in this senseless, ridiculous,
Awesome world right at this moment,

All the kids said
don’t forget every truth or lie

All the kids said
we’re way too young to die
in this empty town lined with empty faces

All of the kids took off
into this windless night
Because they wanted to change something.

12:19 pm: Lol, awesome sauce!
I'm blond!!!! yAAy!
Just figured I should tell y'all.... (^=^)

03:31 pm: On goings and such
So things have been pretty meh lately. My parents have been getting along really poorly lately, and my dad is currently not living at home. I'm quitting my job at the end of the month cause I wanna be able to spend time with my mom and support her, but I can't do that with a job that doesn't let me take weekends off. Money's really tight at home, and I'm still trying to pay back my parents for casper's vet bills. So far I've paid $750, and still have about $700 to go, so over half-way is pretty good. Although we still haven't gotten the money from the insurence yet, it's been 3 fucking months, I really hope they don't do this to people who've lost thier house, that would just be terrible. also most unfortunatly, since we have such a severe lack of money, my parents sold my car back to my uncle, making me immobile (not that I could drive it yet, it was standard shift, which is fucking hard to drive). But after we get the money from the insurance, which should be soon, they're gonna get my a jeep! yAAy!

In other, more posative news, I joined this site called crunchyroll.com, it's pretty awesome, and has actually really gotten both John and I into Naruto! Yeah, I know, I never thought the day would come too. But it's actually quite good! I've also been rewatching Chobits, which is just as good as i remember it being!

Also, the new puppy, Leon, has done something very very stupid. We're pretty sure he knocked up Lulu, very very bad. We didn't want her to have a puppy until she was at least 1 and a half years old. so yeah, suckish.

Well thats all for now!

Love to all

Love love love to john

-Fiona Out

02:12 pm: Feeling a little emo, hope no one minds...
So things have been really kinda shitty lately.

Been thinking a lot about what I want to do with my life. And, you know, if science is really the right thing for me. I've really been missing all the art stuff I used to do, and when I went through those chem and bio finals, I hated every part of those subjects, and I really can't see myself doing bio ten years down the line.

A while back I decided that I would be willing to sacrifice my happiness in order to be successful. I thought, "Hey, I like science, and I'm pretty decent with it... Why not try it for a career?"

That was the wrong way to think.

I've always, for as far back as I can remember, wanted to design clothes. My mum even has scrap books from when I was like 4 of things I would draw, and It's all clothes.

So I came to a decision. 

I'm going to take a semester off, build up some savings, and apply for business school. I'll go to a two or four year school and work towards getting a job as a buyer or marketer for a company like H&M or TJX, or something. I'll also take art classes over breaks and summer at Rhode Island Institute of Art and Mass College of Art. I'll work towards becoming what I've always dreamed of becoming, and try to achieve some level of happiness.

Of course, my parents are totally against this. It's not the persuing my dreams, or doing art part, it's the taking a semester off. But I really really don't what to go back to MCLA. I don't think they realized how miserable I was there. Sure there were good times, but for every day that was good, three were bad. That school also doesn't have a good business program and is to far away for me. I remember those first two months of just sitting around in my room alone, I can't even count the number of times I though I was better off dead. Miserable is a strong word, but that's really how I was, and I really don't want to go back. Sure I made some awesome friends there, but they'll never be as good as the ones I have here, and no amount of people could ever make up for the absense of John. It's just not the right school for me. I feel like I'd do better In some big school were I could just go to class and then go home after.

Of course, my parents don't seem to understand all that either. And you wouldn't beileve how frequently they whip out the "You're the first one, out of both our families, to go to college" line. and the "We're so proud that you're going to college, just don't end up like that cousin of yours and drop out."

God, I just can't handle it! I want to shoot them! Even If I go back, I'm mostly likely going to drop most of my classes and pick up different ones to avoid the science!!!

I don't even think I was really ready for college anyways! I can take care of myself just fine, of course. I've been cooking and cleaning and taking care of myself since middle school, but being away too makes it so different! I miss home all the time! I miss John, and Casper, and Lani, and Mum and Dad, and Lily and Loki, and Angel, and Ace and Vivi, and just everything about home!

I really think, and hope, the way this will work out, Is I go to school monday, get all my stuff, and leave.  I've even gotten applications for jobs already! I just can't leave home. I can't do it again. It's just to hard for me. I'm not as strong as mum and dad seem to think.

Well, send me support! Hopefully things will work out and I'll be working at a new job in a week...

Love to all

Love to John

-Fiona Out

01:11 am: A New Frontier!
So in high school I was really involved in anime club, even did events and all that nice stuff my senior year.

I've moved onto something bigger, and boy oh boy am I plotting!

Firstly, my college has no animal rights club, no PETA division, no Humane Society division, no ASPCA division, and no Wild Life Federation division.

So I thought of something that includes all of them, and it is SARA

SARA: Students for Animal Rights Association

yup, thought of it all on my own, I'm a big girl now right?

Me and Charlene are going to be Co-Presidents and we've already picked who our Advisor will be.

Her name is Professor Zepernick, and she is an editor for a big animal rights magazine titled Friends, cool huh?

I've also talked to a lot of people about it, and it has a huge amount of interest!

We've talked over what type of things we'll be doing already too!

Most of our ideas are: Going to rallies in New York and Boston, Hosting awareness nights at school and luring people in with food, hosting cruelty free food nights, having vegan/vegetarian pot lucks, and one that I'm really excited about, having a animal rights news issue that will come out every month (nothing really big, you know?)

I'm really really excited for all of this! I'm really reeeaaaallllly passionate about animal rights, as most have gathered from my anger towards question 3 opposers, and I've never really had that much of an opportunity to do much about it. I've gone to a few rallies and that nice stuff, but to actually participate in it! that would be awesome!

One other thing we've been thinking of is going to animal rescue homes and animal shelters! Maybe even volunteering at them too!!!

This is going to be so awesome!!1 I'm so so excited!!!


Give me a shout out on what you think of all this!!! And maybe anything you think would be good to add!

Love to all!

Lots and looooooooots of love to John!!!

-Fiona Out!



Tags: animal rights

01:49 pm: Om nom nooooom...
Soooooooooooo..........

I have a problem...

I chew gum nonstop, I chew one piece till it's flavor rums out, the I spit it out, and just put a new one in....

I just went through a 14 piece pack that I bought last night....

I have a problem...

Is gum bad for you? Chewing it so much gonna kill me? Dunno, hope it doesn't!

Haaaaaaalllllllppppppp!!!!1!!!11!!!!!!!!!!

Love to John

-Fiona Out

07:24 pm: What a Kiss Means
+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding hands = "We definitely love each other"
+Slap on the butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+Picking someone up off their feet = "That they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in love.

--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!

If you LIKE, LOVE, or MISS someone right now and can't get them out of your head, then re-post this within one minute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "What a kiss means".

05:55 pm: Sooooo, I figure it's about time to update everyone to what's been going on lately!
As people have probably been able too tell from my last few posts, things were going really bad but now every things all good!
So to start!

About one and a half weeks ago me and my roommate were having a conversation about the approaching election. The problems really started when I was talking about how awesome it will be if Obama is our new president, and Kat, my roommate, goes, "Who would vote for him, did you even see him?!"

Obviously that was an extremely bad start. Next topic was Greyhound racing, I told her that I'm 100% against dog racing in any form, and she proceeded to say, "I see no problem with dog racing, why can't those people enjoy watching those dogs race?"

So I proceeded to ask her if she new anything about what goes on behind the scenes, she said no, so I told her all the horrific stories of abuse and mistreatment that is done to those dogs. She says it's all bullshit and she does not believe anything about it, because I'm a crazy extremist just like the people at PETA, I said I support PETA, and they do a lot of good. Next thing she said made me want to kill her.

"I see no problem with people abusing animals because they are just trying to enjoy themselves. PETA needs to stay the fuck out of it."

To say the least, I freaked out on her. The next day I put up pictures on our door of what they actually do to race dogs. Partnered with an article describing the pictures written by the united states humane society. Then it was her turn to freak out.

I realized I over reacted and tried to apologize to her, but she wouldn't hear it, she just kept telling me I'm crazy and full of shit, she also said the football player, Michael Vick, was innocent and never did anything bad to those dogs. (-_-)......+ Oh My GOD SHE IS FUCKING STUPID!!!!!!

So I proceeded to ask her if animal abuse is all right because it's just people enjoying themselves, then is it all right if someone was RAPING HER, because they were enjoying themselves? She said yes, it's alright. DIRTY. FUCKING. SLUT!

After that everynight was some more verbal abuse targeted at me. I got called a Witch, a Bitch, an Asshole, a Whore, a Freak, a Crazy, and finally, a CUNT. Yeah, she fucking called me a CUNT, FOR SUPPORTING ANIMAL RIGHTS!!!! I CALLED HER AN IGNORANT LITTLE SHIT AND TOLD HER SHE IS GOING TO FUCKING ROT IN HELL!!!!!!

And currently, I view anyone who supported dog racing as someone who also supports animal abuse. Just because a little less than 800 people are going to lose their jobs in a year's time doesn't mean you should support the torture of thousands upon thousands of animals.

Dog racing was a dying fad, there's no point in hanging onto it any longer, I only pray that other states will follow suite and help save these animals!

<3 PETA
<3 Humane Society
<3 Everyone who knows a crime when they see it!

Back on track now!

After Kat called me a cunt, I immediatly went to talk to Brendon the next morning and told him everything that happened, what I did, and what she did. Later that day he basically dragged her out of our room to reprimand her and tell her what she was doing is wrong and she will get in serious trouble if it continues! I <3<3<3<3<3 Brendon, the most awesomest, gayest, and cutest RD EVER!!!!! <3

After that happened, I crashed at my friends Anna and Michelle's townhouse and ranted and raved the night away. Went on a field trip the next morning, and when I got back, Brendon hailed me down and told me he had an offer for me!

Basically he said he had a double open on the third floor that me and my good friend here on campus Charlene could move into right away! Obviously we both said yes and moved our stuff faster than speedy gonzales! Had a bunch of people help me move, my darling Fiencee included, and then had awesome times!!!

Things have been great since and every time I mention Kat to anyone, they all say she's a crazy bitch, no one likes her, and the only people she hangs out with are people she's trying to sleep with.

HA. HA HA. HA, HAHAHA!

Like fucking awesome. Everything's awesome, and everytime I see her she srinks back cause she realizes no one's on her side any more and they're all on mine! Even the guys she screws tell me later on that they think she's creepy!

AAAAAAAAWESOME!!!!!!!!!

Yeah, bitching times lately, have lots new friends, meeting awesome people every day, maybe this school wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Here's to another 3 1/2 years at MCLA! w00t w00t!

-Love to all!

-Lots and looooooots of LOVE to my darling John-Love!!!!

-Fiona Out!

12:42 pm: Dog Racing is WRONG.
I hope that when everyone voted today, or earlier with their absentee ballots, that everyone votes yes on question three. My own boyfriend was stupid enough to not, because he chose to support the people who aid in the cruel acts performed on these dogs, rather than saving those poor and tortured animals.
What some facts?
Fact: Every year at dog race tracks around the country, over 800 serious accidents occur in which the dog is injured for life.
Fact: Out of these 800 accidents, 300 of them are fatal, usually resulting from a dog tripping on the track and snapping it's neck or spine as it goes flying across that sand and dirt ground.
Fact: For the remaining 500 who do not die, are either put down because they can no longer race, or are thrown out and giving to shelters.
Fact. Those who were lucky enough to be given to shelters get taken in by the Greyhound Rescue Committee, whom are constantly working to improve the lives of these dogs and reintroduce them to families who will love and take care of them.
Fact: For the dogs who do not get injured, they are left to live in tiny 4x2x3 metal wire crates, stacked on top of one another, left to live in these on feces in a dark and damp room under the tracks.

Now that you know this, would you really vote no on question three? I hope everyone voted to end the horrors committed on these dogs because they don't deserve it, and as stated in the united states constitutions, everyone deserves a chance to pursue happiness, and these dogs have that opportunity wrongfully taken away from them.

So cheers to those who voted yes on question three. You are helping those dogs get a better chance at life.

And to those who did not, you aided in prolonging the suffering of a helpless animal. There was nothing right about voting no on question three, and aiding in the suffering of a creature that does not even have a say in their own fate, it just wrong.

-Fiona Out

02:56 pm: (`-`)...?

William Blake - Auguries of Innocence

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.

A robin redbreast in a cage
Puts all heaven in a rage.

A dove-house fill'd with doves and pigeons
Shudders hell thro' all its regions.
A dog starv'd at his master's gate
Predicts the ruin of the state.

A horse misused upon the road
Calls to heaven for human blood.
Each outcry of the hunted hare
A fibre from the brain does tear.

A skylark wounded in the wing,
A cherubim does cease to sing.
The game-cock clipt and arm'd for fight
Does the rising sun affright.

Every wolf's and lion's howl
Raises from hell a human soul.

The wild deer, wand'ring here and there,
Keeps the human soul from care.
The lamb misus'd breeds public strife,
And yet forgives the butcher's knife.

The bat that flits at close of eve
Has left the brain that won't believe.
The owl that calls upon the night
Speaks the unbeliever's fright.

He who shall hurt the little wren
Shall never be belov'd by men.
He who the ox to wrath has mov'd
Shall never be by woman lov'd.

The wanton boy that kills the fly
Shall feel the spider's enmity.
He who torments the chafer's sprite
Weaves a bower in endless night.

The caterpillar on the leaf
Repeats to thee thy mother's grief.
Kill not the moth nor butterfly,
For the last judgement draweth nigh.

He who shall train the horse to war
Shall never pass the polar bar.
The beggar's dog and widow's cat,
Feed them and thou wilt grow fat.

The gnat that sings his summer's song
Poison gets from slander's tongue.
The poison of the snake and newt
Is the sweat of envy's foot.

The poison of the honey bee
Is the artist's jealousy.

The prince's robes and beggar's rags
Are toadstools on the miser's bags.
A truth that's told with bad intent
Beats all the lies you can invent.

It is right it should be so;
Man was made for joy and woe;
And when this we rightly know,
Thro' the world we safely go.

Joy and woe are woven fine,
A clothing for the soul divine.
Under every grief and pine
Runs a joy with silken twine.

The babe is more than swaddling bands;
Every farmer understands.
Every tear from every eye
Becomes a babe in eternity;

This is caught by females bright,
And return'd to its own delight.
The bleat, the bark, bellow, and roar,
Are waves that beat on heaven's shore.

The babe that weeps the rod beneath
Writes revenge in realms of death.
The beggar's rags, fluttering in air,
Does to rags the heavens tear.

The soldier, arm'd with sword and gun,
Palsied strikes the summer's sun.
The poor man's farthing is worth more
Than all the gold on Afric's shore.

One mite wrung from the lab'rer's hands
Shall buy and sell the miser's lands;
Or, if protected from on high,
Does that whole nation sell and buy.

He who mocks the infant's faith
Shall be mock'd in age and death.
He who shall teach the child to doubt
The rotting grave shall ne'er get out.

He who respects the infant's faith
Triumphs over hell and death.
The child's toys and the old man's reasons
Are the fruits of the two seasons.

The questioner, who sits so sly,
Shall never know how to reply.
He who replies to words of doubt
Doth put the light of knowledge out.

The strongest poison ever known
Came from Caesar's laurel crown.
Nought can deform the human race
Like to the armour's iron brace.

When gold and gems adorn the plow,
To peaceful arts shall envy bow.
A riddle, or the cricket's cry,
Is to doubt a fit reply.

The emmet's inch and eagle's mile
Make lame philosophy to smile.
He who doubts from what he sees
Will ne'er believe, do what you please.

If the sun and moon should doubt,
They'd immediately go out.
To be in a passion you good may do,
But no good if a passion is in you.

The whore and gambler, by the state
Licensed, build that nation's fate.
The harlot's cry from street to street
Shall weave old England's winding-sheet.

The winner's shout, the loser's curse,
Dance before dead England's hearse.

Every night and every morn
Some to misery are born,
Every morn and every night
Some are born to sweet delight.

Some are born to sweet delight,
Some are born to endless night.

We are led to believe a lie
When we see not thro' the eye,
Which was born in a night to perish in a night,
When the soul slept in beams of light.

God appears, and God is light,
To those poor souls who dwell in night;
But does a human form display
To those who dwell in realms of day.

01:06 am: Trying for regular updates!
So, wanna start making an attempt at some what regular updates....

Things have been, good here in the berkshires. Get to hang out with this girl Charlene i met, she is uberly awesome and is totally gonna hang with us over the summer cause she's only a bit away from franktown!

John is gonna be movin out of his parents, i'm happy and sad about it.... happy for him to be going out on his own, sad because this means he won't be able to see me as much as he said he would.

Classes are great and I'm learning alot. For those who don't know I'm a bio major, and get to do all sorts of crazy bio major stuffs in classes and labs!

Also, for those who didn't know, I didn't have a roommate for the whole first month here, but now i do! And she is definatly pretty awesome, but tends to break down from all the stress she goes through.... poor thing.

Also, my kitteh Casper who has been sick recently is finally better! i'm so happy the now well i call my mum i don't hear about how bad he's doing, but now it's how good he's doing!

And then there is also the clubs I'm going too. There's anime club, which is awesome. We're currently watching Tengan Toppa Gurren Lagann, and its awesome!

There is also gaming club, which is fun. Never played soul calibar 4 in my life, played for the first time last club and pwned serious ass!

And lastly jew club, which is surprising lots and lots of fun! We talk about kool stuff and plan all sorts of things for holidays, very fun! I'm currently running for the Public Relations office, cause I'd be able to do what a did for anime club last year as the events organizer, but for the jews... (^=^)

That all for me for now!!!

Lots of love to everyone!!!

And Lots and Lots of love to John!!!<3<3<3<3<3

-Fiona, George, Fifi, Fifi-love, Fifi-kins, Kirei  Out!

04:41 am: Endings can be so sad
So, 4:45 in the morning, sun hasn't even started to come out yet... and I already know there is no way I'm going to sleep tonight. 

I just read the entire last three books of Fruits Basket. Yesterday I purchased volume 20... and on a tip from a certain site, found the rest of the series. I won't say any spoilers or anything, cause I don't want to ruin it for those other big Furuba fans out there but...

The whole last three books. And I'm not sure how I should be feeling right now. The ending was so perfect. All the pieces came together and every question was answered. No loose ends. No bitter feelings. And no one left unmentioned. All the wrongs and right brought into light. All feels came to fruitation amazingly. And it was beautiful. It was marvelous. It was everything I had hoped for and more, 

But Still... if it all ended so beautifully and perfectly, is it right to be feeling this way? So upset and lost. Crying in bed with my laptop on my knees and not knowing what to do... 

Fruits Basket was always my favortie series. I started it my last year in middle school, and hear I am, a college freshman and it's still not even technically done in the USA yet!

I feel so sad! Just so tremendously sad, that this thing that's always been there for me and led me through so many hard times in my life and taught me so many lessons... Is Over!?

I don't want it to be over. All the characters, with thier problems and worries, they all pulled through, and taught me so much in the process! So why does it all have to be over!? Why dammit!? Why!?

This series was like my ancor! Even recently, when I get upset about something, I just pulled Furuba off my shelf and it takes all my worries away! I know that ancor will still be there... But what if it gets old?! What if I get tired of reading the same story over and over again!? What will pull me through then? You don't see that much good manga now-a-days... Most of it's just crap that shouldn't even be gracing the Book Store Shelves... there are no stories like that of furuba, no characters that make you love them and hate them. No stories that can put you from laughing to crying in a second. They just aren't there any more. These characters, Tohru, Kyo, Yuki, Shigure, Momiji, Hatsuharu, Hatori, Kureno, Arisa, Hanajima, Kisa, Hiro, Ritsu, Aya, Mine, Kyoko, Katsuya, Shishou, Ren, Kagura, Mayu, Kakeru, Machi, Ojii-san, and even Akito. Yeah, even Akito. have all become so precious, precious to me that is. And watching them grow and learn from thier mistakes was wonderful... I'll miss it so much... But it's done now. And there's nothing I can do.

Here's to one of the greatest stories and greatest cast ever. Forever Furuba, Forever Love.

-Fiona E. Cullen

Tags: endings, fruits basket

01:20 am: ^======^
Just one small thing...


IRON MAN'S SO AWESOME!
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! 
TOTALLY AWESOME! AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE IRON MAN!!!! SO TOTALLY AWESOME!
REALLY FUCKING AWESOME!!!!
FUCKING FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!!
AAAWWWEEESSOOOOMME!!!!
YYEEEEEAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!!!!!
IRON MAN! AWESOME!
SEE IT!!!! NOW!!!! 
ABSOLUTLY
WONDERFULLY
EXCITINGLY
SENSATIONALLY
ORGASMICALLY
MAGICALLY
ENTERTAININGLY

AAAWWWEEESSSOOOMMMEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YEAH!
JUST SO YOU KNOW...
LOVE FIONA!^===^


Tags: iron man

07:54 pm: Birthday Gifts!!!!!!!

Ideas: 
don't really want much, except Borders and Ebay gift cards!!!!
Been trying to finish off some of my series before i go off to college and all that stuff so.... Like i said, Borders and Ebay gift cards!!!! ^=^

05:52 pm: What is Love?
What does it mean to be inlove?
Does there Have to be a reason you love someone, 
Or can you just love them?
What is Unconditional Love?
That You'll Love someone no matter how much they hurt or betray you?
Is that even a good type of Love?
How do you fall out of love?
Does it just happen?
Or can you make it happen?
Is it Conscious?
Subconscious?
Or just completely Unconscious?
What do you do if the person you love,
Say they feel thier falling out of love with you?
If They say that they don't want it too but it's just "happening" ?
How do you react?
When the person you love the most is slipping through you hands?
I don't know what to do...
John said I have anger problems...
So I stopped getting angry with him....
So now I snap at my family more...
John Said I'm to violent with him...
So I clench my fists with rage...
Till my nails break my skin...
And hurt myself instead now...
John said I don't consider his feelings and wants...
So now I only consider his feelings and wants...
'Yeah, you promised me we'd go to the mall, 
but if you really don't want to it's okay...
Oh, you went to bed late and don't feel like giving me a ride today,
Even though you said you would,
Sure no problem...
I told you i had alot of homework to do,
but you're horny now and don't want to go yet?
Yeah sure, it's fine...'
Is this the right way to go?
Isn't there a middle ground somewhere?
he's happier now...
But I'm always anxious now...
"How was I today?" "I didn't screw up did I?"
"Nope, honey, you were great today" "Let tomorrow be like today"
But what if I don't like today?
What if I want yesterday back...
Or at least a semblence of it...
I just don't know what to do anymore....
I just don't know.....


~Fiona

09:43 am: KYAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111<3
 A-hem...<3


DN ANGEL VOLUME TWELVE IS FINALLY COMING OUT!!!<3
Yes, that's right! After waiting 1 Year and 4 Months since the release of DN Angel 11, the first chapter of DN Angel 12 was finally released in japan on December 22, 2007 in the Asuka Magazine!!!! It was realsed with the January issue and there will be a new chapter in each monthly issue! Being that her books average about 5-6 chapters, come june-july, the book should be complete and on the shelves of japan, waiting just a few more months for it's release in the US!!!!!!! This is soooooooo awesome!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't believe it!!!! Yukiru Sugisaki even officially announced on her website that she decided to continue on with the series and apologized for such a long wait!!!! They even put and article up about her decision on wiki!!!!! I'm soooooo excited!!!!!
KYAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But that's all i have to say for now....... \(-^,^-)/ woohoo!!!!

Love you John!!!<3<3<3<3<3<3

~Fiona

Tags: dn angel 12

04:08 pm: Disney Princess Thing
 

Cinderella:
One of your parents is dead
You are expected to do a lot of chores
You love to dress up
You love animals
You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
Your mom is really strict
You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before
You have blonde hair
TOTAL: 5

Belle:
You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like
You’ve been lost in the forest
You love to read
You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
One of your family members is a bit weird
You have done volunteer work
You have a wild imagination
You love to take care of people in need
You've rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out
TOTAL: 8

Jasmine:
You are very clever
You’ve been with someone way different from you
You’re unique and different from everyone else
You’d never marry someone just because they were rich
You have set a lot of goals for yourself
You don’t have a lot of friends
You’re independent
You are wealthy
Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 6

Ariel:
Your parents expect a lot from you
You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
You’re a bit of a trouble maker
You’re the youngest in your family or in the last 2
You have a lot of sisters (3 or more)
You collect something
You have/had long hair
You have/had a pet fish
You’re extremely curious
You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible
TOTAL: 8

Snow White:
You know that you’re beautiful
Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
You’ve almost been killed
You have at least seven good friends
You’ve had food poisoning
You have/had short hair
You get along with almost everyone
All of your friends are different
You love to have a good time
You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in
TOTAL: 7

Mulan:
You can be a tomboy sometimes.
People wish you could be a bit more girly
You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not
You’ve had a physical fight with someone
You have/had considered running away from home
Your parents try to plan your life out
A lot of your friends are boys
You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 6

Aurora:
You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
You almost died at a very young age
You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
You have a decent singing voice
You like to sleep in late on the weekends
You spend most of your time outside
You’re adopted
Pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL: 6

Pocahontas:
You love to walk around big cities
You are more spiritual than religious
You’ve been in an interracial relationship
One of your family members is dead
Your parents are very protective of you
Someone you know has been in war
You love nature
You have/had black hair
You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
You’re very adventurous
TOTAL: 8

 

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